Wednesday, December 29, 2010

A New Beginning

Since I haven't blogged consistently in some time, I thought it was time to start over. For past followers, the NEW "Searching for Sexy" may seem less gritty. Maybe even less sexy. Yes, I am still trying to figure out sexy but more importantly, I am trying to figure out me!

So often I sit down to capture my thoughts and they circle around what I am not, what I don't do well, what gripe of the day is distracting my focus. I expound at great length about my lack of....lack of energy, lack of motivation, lack of resources. Lack, Lack, Lack! Frustrations abound. Desperate for change, I remain rooted, DEEPLY rooted in the same miserable state I want to escape from.

I haven't always been like this. Once upon a time, I was a happy, confident, radiant me. But this me seems as lost as the city of Atlantis. How do I unearth her? Where do I begin? How do I create something from what is seemingly nothing?